gemuruh.keliru.panas.serabut

masih sedar.gemuruh.keliru.panas.serabut.tak suka perasaan yang bercampur baur.gayanya bak hilang segala deria.

gemuruh atas sebab temuduga kerja esok hari (last menet baru nak buat company research haha padan muka i kan!) and guess what, i tengah consider nak attend atau tanak interview tu haha.

keliru;ahh tentu sekali you.amat sinonim dengan keliru.i tau, you busy. your lifestyle memang busy. tapi sampai bila eh? i ni manusia biasa. i have feelings too. just pray that i wont walk out on you. i suka walk out on people. its sooo damn easy babyyyy. *i blackmail you ni!*

panas cuaca yang makin menjadi-jadi sejak akhir ini.global warming kata orang.kalau i kata dosa manusia dah bergunung-gunung,so sebab tu panas okay?muka cantik, pakai sopan, belajar pandai tapi buat perangai tak senonoh sana sini kasi malu mak ayah. pastu dah terberanak, pandai pulak nak buang anak! heh. ape nak jadi la kan.

serabut; akan berlaku dalam 3 4 hari ini, papa & mama pergi honeymoon, so i jadi chief kat umah yeay! ada 3 little devils under my supervision. 3 little devils dengan jadual masing-masing yang pack macam gilaa, matilah i kena catch up dengan schedule mereka.

i nak cakap banyak, tapi tangan dah penat menaip

*penat chatting dengan adam.TQ;you did help a lot :)

Jejaka Idaman

title entri macam perempuan gatal nak kahwin kan haha :) ehem ehem, belum ready mental dan fizikal. entri ini bertujuan nak berkongsi dengan you all, favorite FAVOURITE actors. yang i setiap kali tengok, i akan jatuh cinta like every single time. hebat kan? hahaha.

ever heard of Triple X (XXX)? ohh yeah, lelaki idaman kalbu. melts! MR VIN DIESEL, si badboy botak haha. yang ini, i jatuh cinta dengan kepala botak dia seriously. orang pertama yang so beautifully bald! dan i suka sangat badboy :) yes vin diesel sangat badboy okay. roar!

dan lelaki idaman i yang satu lagi (iskh banyak betul kan), DWAYNE JOHNSON. ahaa, yang penggusti sexy tu. i memang suka dia since dia WWF lagi, sebelum berlakon lagi. tapi lepas berlakon, bertambah-tambah jatuh cinta laa i tengok. i boleh senyum sorang-sorang tengok dia berlakon tau! hehe *winks*

MR HUGH JACKMAN! drooling drooling heh handsome gila la mamat ni. dengan tiada sebab yang rigid, i boleh suka dia, padahal i tak pernah tengok movies dia pun. mungkin sebab muka dia hot kot (heh body pun hot weh!) pernah disenaraikan sebagai SEXIEST MAN alive! that is sooo sexy Mr. Jackman.

haha taste i okay je. tak tinggi mana ;)

Smile

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

you can be as sweet as a lollipop at times,

some other time; just consider yourself as my dear devil :)

Mak Sakit :'(

malam semalam tepat jam 12.00 am, mak was admitted into General Hospital KL. dan macam biasa, pagi tadi baru our family got to know. damn, i was sooooooo pissed off lah. bila pergi, dari jauh dah nampak kerabat mak, ramai gilaa ouhh. rasa macam hari raya pulak haha. raya pun tak ramai macam ni. unluckily, mak was on nebulizer, so mak macam mabuk-mabuk sikit dan tak kenal anak menantu cucu yang datang melawat.

mak was admitted because of asthma. a very bad one i guess. heh. rindu la kat mak. esok i nak duduk lepak dengan mak lama-lama. tadi tak sempat nak borak-borak. mak kena kepung dengan anak menantu kesayangan. and i, lebih suka duduk kat luar wad, sebab sesak panas tak sampai hati tengok orang-orang sakit dalam wad rasa nak menangis.

ciqa doakan mak cepat sembuh, semoga lebih sihat than before. i need to learn more URDU from you, mak♥

ohh ya, mak itu nenek i sebenarnya :)

Makan Besar

hello. i baru balek merayap dari wangsa walk mall :) betol-betol bijaksana siapa yang bina mall dekat dengan rumah i. lepas ni i boleh pegi date late night movie in pyjamas haha. semuanya ada, kedai makan, affordable shops, bowling, karaoke, gadget shops, bowling, and of course WAYANG! hehe

hari ni makan besar dengan whole family. well, kami selalu makan luar (tapi tidak selalu makan besar). sebab kesian kat mama, tiap-tiap hari nak masak sampai kering idea hehe. makan besar - only for special occasions, birthday celebration, good academic achievement etc etc.

bila teringat balik, dah lama tak makan besar, the last time was Dec 2009, sebelum papa sakit. lepas papa sakit, semua orang macam busy and lupa. all the attention was to papa and his health. birthdays pun tak celebrate. heh. tadi makan besar untuk birthday orang bulan Februari & April. well, at least ada lah celebration kan :) penat i tunggu~

the dinner was on Mama (thank you mama!) kami makan di Restoran Abdullah Chan. Sedap! Macam biasa,kami adik-beradik tak cerewet makan, so makan hidang, mama pilih menu. IKAN SIAKAP SWEET SOUR, BUTTER PRAWN, TOMYAM SUP, KAILAN IKAN MASIN etc etc. memang sedap! I suka tomyam; memang kick-ass lah :D selalu kami lagi gemar ke kedai yang hidangkan makanan melayu; walaupun disogok dengan TGI Fridays. dah mual dengan westerns ;)

i tak sempat nak capture gambar, sebab everyone was hungry, bila waiter kacak datang bawak makanan, semua memandang dengan rakus haha. muka lapar! mungkin i akan pergi ke sana lagi, sebab butter prawns sangat enak! (dan waiter juga sangat enak dilihat hahaha) iskh. habislah diet i :(