a conversation

he say:

let start over again okay?

:)

she say:

hhmmppphh.

(she has no heart for him already.sorry dude!its overrr)

the wound is still there,and u intended to make it worst ehh?

me&her

Thank God, things are getting better between me & her.

She's great, im the cold one, always the cold one.

Ego still have a big influence on me :s

im glad :)

Internship III

Genap dua minggu aku menjalani praktikal.

Masih mengenal & memahami staff di bahagian aku ditempatkan.

Bertambah kenalanku dari sehari ke sehari.

Erat persahabatanku bersama teman-teman sekampus dahulu.

*ade chance ni nak tackle bonii.hahaa :D

Mudah bagiku berkongsi maklumat & bertukar pendapat bersama mereka.

Irina:

Gadis kacukan Melayu-Cina.Workaholic!

(balek keje lambat gilos, boleh kaya kalau ade payment utk OT),

superbly very nice.STB's good friend.

Hidayah:

Pleasantly plump :).

Have a very good English.

Excellent Communication.

Veryyy veryyyyy attached to the handphone(sayang sgt kat pakwe diaaa)

Ery:

Si lembut.baik hati.

tiap-tiap hari ajak lunch same.

♥ gossips!i takkan jadi macam Fatine Young okayyy!

Zoheed:

A foreigner from India (tapi putehh wohh,cam tak caye je),

doing masters in ISB in UIA currently.

Im having a hard time trying to understand his English.duuhh!

Ayuziana:

Coursemate.Scorer.

Just found out we have a lot of similarities

especially our view on NY!

The veryyy positive one :) tired of key-in data work~

Sufian:

Not the talkative one.

but when he started to talk, sangat bersemangat bercerita.haha :)

warm smiler.

pretty face.the hot stuff in the RM department.

ade interns laen.tapi tak berape nak masuk sangat.

you!

lepas check result ( tu pun setelah stress sebab susah sangat nak masuk website UiTM) ,

i grab my phone.

start to type message:

'hey beb, how was yours?huhu.lame gila tak contact.busy practical ehh.. . . . . .'

then lama gila termenung sebab tatao nak hantar ke tak.

and guess what,

i deleted the message,

cause i decided not to message her,

probably fovever.

*i can be her verryyy close friend,

i can also be her worst enemy kann..

decided just to go with the flow :)

i dont really care anymore

A girl's attitude

When a GIRL is quiet ...

millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ...

she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ...

she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ...

she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you..

she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest ..

she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday...

she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' ..

she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' ....

no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy .. who calls you beautiful instead of hot.

who calls you back when you hang up on him.

who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.

Wait for the guy who .....

kisses your forehead.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.

Who holds your hand in front of his friends.

Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you

and how lucky he is to have you.

Who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her!! '

it is hard to actually understand the opposite sex.

but,at least give it a try :)

Internship II

its been a week already.

everything seems to be superbly fine.

all the people in my department is great :)

well, of course lahhh kan, there are a lot of work.

but i do enjoy it.

Alhamdulillah,

for the smoothness of the starting of my path

during my practical period.

the people who make me happy to be around them:

Kak Aini - the supervisor, who really loves to eat anything..~

Kak Su - the talkative one, never fails to make everyone laugh, the food supplier.

Kak Tika - the hot stuff, yet the cold one.a very helpful sis.

Kak Jenny - Choc-maniac,get so serious when working,a walking machine.

Abg Mael - Love figures!Addicted to computer games,die-hard-fan of Chelsea.

Abg Syuck - Warm smiler, a good teacher, i've been learning a lot from him.

Abg David - The joker, big laugh, loves to eat jeruk!

all the women employees there need to wear scarf (or atleast selendang) to cover their head,

regardless of their religion and beliefs.

its a must.

one of the conditions for the costumes for KFH dinner:

Syariah Compliance ;p

chemistry

i dont know whether i believe in

love at first sight or not,

but i do believe in the chemistry we have :)

take it slow dude ;p

Internship

hey fellas, lovers, followers, readers.

*macam ramai sangat peminat kan ;p

btw, im going for my internship starting tomorrow.

wish me luck :)

sangatt cuak lahhh :S

Carlisle :)

im sooooooo in love with this guy :p

i know im supposed to like edward or jacob..but..nahhh..

i like carlisle cullens

(^_^)v

new moon best.two thumbs up!

i felt something ;)

im touched by this song.every single time i listens to this song,

i felt something.. :)

Sayu terpisah
hikayat indah kini hanya tinggal sejarah
berhembus angin rindu
begitu nyamannya terhidu wangian kasihmu
hujan lebat mencurah kini
bagaikan tiada henti
kaulah laguku kau irama terindah
tak lagi kudengari
kau pergi.. pergi..
sepi tanpa kata
terdiam dan kaku tak daya kau kulupa
apa pun kata mereka
biarkan kenangan berbunga di ranting usia

Mr I-dont-like-to-wash-my-hair :)

my sis said,

'akak, this guy face is like one of your friend,

dont you think?'

then i replied with a big laugh..~

from certain angle, they do look alike :)

Memory

just by looking at these pictures,

it made me sad.

ohh how i miss this place.

i miss everything about it.

every single thing.

this place going to be an important part of my memory.

a good memory.

these pictures are courtesy of asikin aziz

Obstacle 1

Two of my potential thesis topics have been rejected.

errmm not really rejected but let just said that

i was attacked with questions regarding those topics & i cant answer 'em.

"what is your method?what is your variables?"

my mistakes though.

didn't really go in depth about those topics.

so i promise myself that i'm going to come out with certain topics

latest by this upcoming monday

and discuss it with miss advisor.

going to search for EMPIRICAL not THEORETICAL!

Freakin' out

everybody seems to be busy.

searching for dissertation topics.

i've been searching for it too.

yet no positive outcomes.

urghh! maybe i didnt look that hard though.

need to go deep in horizontal and vertical length.

plus, im kinda nervous about all the practical stuff.

the environment, the people & of course,

the work & presentations,

luckily i have ayu & sufian with me,

really hope we can help each other out :)

p/s: help needed!

topics for thesis in the field of

economics and banking especially.

Almost 12 month

hey.

i just got back from the old airport;subang airport.

accompany my cousin to get her roster for the hajj flight.

well, she's a stewardess.

on the way, we talked about her lil lyssa's 1st birthday party.

that cute lil punk going to be 1 soon.

my cousin wants me to be the party planner.

hmmpphh.what am i going to do~

invitations need to be sent out.the cards need to be nicely decorated.

the food?

the theme of the party will most probably be white & pink.

p/s: i think im gonna make some cute cupcakes for her party :)

Early Morning Entry

Hye hye hye.

gila lama tak update blog.hehh.

ni pun baru habis main codes.i somehow love codes.. :)

*plus mata dah sakit sgt..argghhh!

okay, now i'm exaggerating..miahahaa.

okay, actually i have a lots of things that wanted to be expressed.

but i dont know from where to start & how to start.

tsk.tsk.

*i just got through a very difficult moment.

being betrayed.being ignored.

dont worry.im okay now.almost.

what i need right now is a restructuring of my life.

or maybe just a part of it.

and this time, im going to do it properly.

but first, i do need some rest.

catch ya later guys.

*there's more to come.cant wait to share more stories.

the perfect 8

i miss us.so much

*well,nothing is perfect though;so you guys are almost perfect :)

you will be missed.

Taufiq,i'll be missing you :).definitely, i will.

Mungkin

mungkin gurauan yang terlampau kasar.

mungkin nasib tidak begitu baik.

mungkin its that time of the month.

mungkin sensitive level melampau ketika itu.

mungkin keinsafan tiba-tiba datang ketika itu.

segalanya mungkin.

yang pasti, aku dapat pengajaran dari apa yang terjadi.

pretty pretty alyssa :))

i love love love this lil kiddo!

Salam Ramadhan

Salam Ramadhan buat semua.

Semoga bulan yang mulia ini dipenuhi dengan amal ibadah.

insyaallah..

p/s: Masih mencari kesempurnaan dalam diri.

Achikeboo~

new pretty pics of her.getting naughtier day by day.. :p

pasanganku tidak kacak

tertarik aku akan satu perbualan hangat.yang mana aku hanya jadi pendengar pasif.mungkin kerna tidak mampu memberi ulasan selari.apatah lagi yang lain petah bercakap mempertahankan hujah masing-masing yang belum tentu lagi benarnya.ahh biasalah, perempuan.sesempurna mana seseorang itu, tetap akan dicari kesilapannya, walaupun sebesar zarah.apatah lagi yang memang terang-terang ada cacat celanya.

lalu aku ungkaikan semuanya disini.berat mulutku untuk berkata-kata, hanya jari jemari yang mampu menekan papan kekunci meluah rasa.berkenaan seseorang.seorang teman.teman biasa.yang kisah cintanya amat misteri.tidak pernah terlihat wajah insan yang berjaya mencuri hatinya,berhadapan mahupun di dalam gambar.pada aku,mungkin itu biasa.mungkin seperti sesetengah orang lain, dia menjaga rapi hal percintaannya. Namun apa yang aku kesalkan, andai kata apa yang aku dengar selama ini sahih, adalah sikap temanku ini.terlalu merendah diri.merendah diri yang mungkin lambat laun akan mencetuskan perasaan kecil hati buah hatinya.

ahh, aku tidak mahu mengulas lanjut.cuma aku ingin mengingatkan kau dan juga diriku.juga kepada teman-teman yang lain.tiada manusia yang sempurna.mungkin ada yang ditakdirkan untuk bersama dengan pasangan yang dikatakan lengkap pakejnya-kacak @ cantik,bijak,pandai,baik,soleh @ solehah etc.namun kecantikan paras rupa bukan kekal abadi.ianya sementara.sementara sahaja.padaku, mencari teman hidup haruslah seseorang yang mampu menerimaku dengan sepenuh hati, menerima segala cacat celaku, melengkapi sebahagian diriku yang masih belum sempurna dan mampu membimbingku ke jalan yang benar.paras rupa hanyalah suatu bonus.jikalau kau telah bertemu dengan teman hidupmu, jangan malu atau merendah diri tatkala wajahnya tidak sekacak brad pitt atau mungkin fahrin ahmad atau tidak se'hot' angelina jolie atau mungkin fasha sandha.terimalah pasanganmu dengan hati terbuka, dan ucapkan terima kasih kepada allah swt kerna telah mengurniakan seseorang yang amat serasi denganmu, yang mampu membuatkanmu bahagia.janganlah kamu malu dengan teman-teman hanya kerana pasanganmu tidak kacak atau cantik.itu bukan ciri yang terpenting.apa yang penting adalah kamu bahagia di samping pasanganmu itu.

p/s:i've been very emotional when im writing this.maybe because im not the pretty one.

New Place

New semester.more students.we need to fight even for the air ;p
'thanks' to the new 1400 plus new students.


This is my final year;1st sem.i didnt manage to get a college.so me and my other 7 friends decided to rented a house.it took us about 3 days( we skipped classes on those 3 days) to find a comfy house for us.a lot of drama happened along the way.and we finally find it.it was not what exactly i had in mind, but its cool though.a kampung house; 2 bedrooms.surrounded by fruit trees ( i barely know about fruit trees,eshh kene blaja kenal pokok buah ni.stakat ni kenal pokok pisang & rambutan;tu pun sebab ade buah rambutan atas pokok ;p )


our new place is in Kg. Bukit Pupok.didnt really get the chance to know our neighbour because we are still new there plus busy unpacking our cargo.hahaaa ;)


the sad part is that my celcom broadband doesnt work over there.argggh.. ):
no more onlining 24/7 for me.no more fb addiction..~


p/s:i'll upload the pics later on.oh oh one more thing, the maxis reception is also not so good in the kampung.theres only certain spot in the house with the good reception.