Saturday, January 23, 2010

Love Letter

..Bismillah..
"Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh cinta ya Allah,
Cintakanlah aku kepada seorang yang mendambakan cintanya padaMu.
Agar bertambah kekuatanku untuk mencintaimu.

Ya Muhaimin, jika aku jatuh hati,
Izinkanlah aku menyentuh hati seseorang yang hatinya terpaut padaMu.
Agar tidak terjatuh aku dalam jurang cinta nafsu.

Ya Rabbana, jika aku jatuh hati,
Jagalah hatiku padanya agar tidak berpaling dia daripada hatiMu.

Ya Rabbal 'Izzati, jika aku rindu,
Rindukanlah aku pada seseorang yang merindu syahid jalanMu.

Ya Allah, jika aku menikmati cinta,
Janganlah kenikmatan itu melebihi kenikmatan.
Indahnya bermunajat seperti 3 malam terakhir.

Ya Allah, jika aku jatuh hati pada kekasihku ya Allah,
Jangan, jangan biarkan aku bertatih dan terjatuh.
Dalam perjalanan yang panjang.

Ya Allah, jika Kau halalkan aku merindui kekasihku,
Jangan biarkan aku melampaui batas.
Sehingga melupakan aku pada cinta abadi.
Dan rindu abadi padaMu ya Allah."

Amin, ya Rabbal 'Alamin.


i've gave up on bliss,loyalty & sweetness of love.
idk why.hmph.probably god wants me to focus on other things first.

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the letter is meant for someone who is made for me.
the one who willing to accept me as me,
the one that i want to be with twenty-four-seven,
another part of me,
the one that i can say 'u completes me sygg'

wtf? jiwang kot ;)


ciqa hati kering.muka tadek perasaan
tapi jiwa resah tadek sape tau kan?

Thursday, January 21, 2010

imy

imy♥

hati kering konon.
*aehh ape la nak jadi dengan budak sorang ni!

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

The Pak Arab

psst;this is the most handsome man in Emiriti ;)


8.00am

kak ema: deq, akak nak singgah kedai dulu, then kite g cafe ehh?
[aku angguk-angguk sambil kontrol jalan pakai heels baru uhh.baru abes rm140 beli sepasang kasut!meleleh kot tengok ;) ]

so aku pun diri depan kedai runcit dalam building eTiQa Twins tu.
tibe-tibe datang sorang Pak Arab ni

Pak Arab: err..err..Good Morning (sambil senyum)

Ciqa: Good Morning.. (senyum walaupun cuak)

Pak Arab: Do you work here?

Ciqa: No, im an intern staff. new around here.

Pak Arab: ohh..you are very beatiful.im happy to have someone as pretty as u here.

Ciqa: *blushblush~

Pak Arab: Maybe we can go to lunch sometimes?

Ciqa: Laughing (cover takoott!ngaaa~)

Pak Arab: can i have your number or something?

tibe-tibe kak ema kuar kedai.
hahaa.selamat!sumpah aku dah tatao nak cakap ape kt Pak Arab.serba salah aku dibuatnya.

kesah aku jadi bahan satu department.gossip girls kot sume!




Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Internship IV



i had lunch my my division's friends and commercial banking people.they were awesome.they made me happy.Kak Aini (my supervisor), abg shuck, david, kak tiqah, abg syaffee, kak su etc.ehem, Talha also there.yeay! *dah macam smile John Travolta dalam Old Dogs.dang!I ATE A LOT.A LOTTTT!everyone else started with appertizer, i started with nasi with rendang and ikan masak asam pedas.tooo hungry.hahahaa.then continued by the sushi and dim sum.again, i ate like there will be NO tomorrow*blushblush.then abang syaffee came with a hot plate of tempting Kuey Tiaw.Dem.i cant resist it.hahaa :) i saw kak Tiqah ate roasted duck.it does look delicious.so i grab a plate (and u know lahhh what happened then.ngee.) Lastly, DESERT. Yummy ice cream with creppe plus tarts and cheese cake.OMG, i ate like a troll.seriously~

thanks to Kak Aini (dia sponsor uhh).thankyou.thankyou.
did a lot of gossiping.it is the main dish actually :))

i need a serious carbo diet.diet.diet.



Saturday, January 9, 2010

To much to tell yahh




yesterday was a busy busy day.for me lahh.
need to look in depth in every single agreement for 20 companies.
(i do learn a lot though!)
[The LO.Sale Agency Agreement.legal docs.Board Reso.Memorandums.CTOS.World Check]
love the knowledges :)

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Abang Mail come to office in blue baju melayu(without the sampin).
he look yummehhh.hahaha ;p
Talha looks handsome, he always looks handsome on friday.
caer.caer.caer.
and adzam, as always, cuteeeee!
tihihihi.

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did my lunch with Yan at Secret Recipe.
Ate a lot.seriously.
heart to heart talking :)
pssst: i love u yan.TQ
budak trainee kat SR maen mate ngn aku.
Hello!im probably older than u okay.
hahahaa.

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After work, pegi KLCC.
helps cynaz finds part time job.
went to ZARA.wtf?
ZARA tak amik perempuan bertudung.
*hehh bukan i nak keje.my sis laa.dia free hair.
but this is discriminate u know!

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on the way back to train station,
terpandang PEDRO,
OMG!Four gorgeous guys work there.
nak masuk sane, macam tadek motif pulak.
its a gent store lah~

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TQ to Jieman.
Last night was fun.
U really made my day.
TQ again dude :)

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got my pay check already :)


Saturday, January 2, 2010

Untitled I



.awak gay;lelaki kotor;penjenayah emosi;hipokrit hebat;manusia pelik.


sorry.enough is enough.

Friday, January 1, 2010

Angel by Atilia

Angel
I have a dream of you I can't defined
You've been on my mind
Don't go
I feel lost without you by my side
Lost and on my own
Yeah I'm falling for an angel

Angel
Your brightest star is shining next to mine
Every night and day
You know
Stars exploded then they fade away
Then they fade away
Yeah I'm falling for an angel

Would you please be my babe
Come by and I lay you down
I'm loving when you say I love you too

Won't you please be my honey
I'm sorry that I let you down
Your eyes are breaking my heart in two
Break my heart in two

Angel
May the one above us keep you safe
Every night and day
If he knows
How I love the smile all on your face
When you are here to stay

Yeah I'm falling for an angel~

Happy New Year

OMG!!!
2010 is finally here.For me, its just another year!pftt!
*eventhough deep down inside i hope 2010 will be a thrilling and exciting year :p

Wanna know why?
it just simply because i didnt manage to achieved some of my last year's resolutions :(
well, alhamdulillah for the resolutions that i've achieved.
probably i just need moreee time (which sounds sooooo like me needing moreeeee time than everyone else!i wish i got like 26 or 27 hours per day.LOL)

along the year 2009, i manage to control my temper,which is i think i can handle it now.hopefully.
also learn to be patience."patience is a VIRTUE" okayyy.
i got good grades & manage to prove to 'EM that i deserves those grades.hahahaa.thank you thank you for thinking that im stupid.
i play hard, i work harder.remember the mantra okay :)
*plus,u should hang a veryyy very big mirror in every single angle in your house.

there's only four more :)
and the constraint is of course - Ka Ching!Money$$$
Sony VIAO (red), iPhone 3GS & Crocs Santa Cruz Red

one more rite?
this important one, i'll let u know once it is accomplishes.wish me luck :))

Happy twenty-ten fellas!