zero..(^_^')

sem ni aku amek 3 subject economy;

islamic eco(yg paling aku ske =P);monetory eco & managerial eco.

islamic eco best gak la.mmg aku segar je time blaja subject nie.sebab..?lecturer best..

monetory eco lak aku xde feeling lagi, sbb baru skali dua masuk class dy..bleh plak cenggitu kan..hehe..~

tp yg paling kecut perut, menggigil, seram sejut, pucat lesi and subject yg paling aku cuak skali subject managerial.dah lew ssh(aku x terrer math, so ssh la), lecturer plak ala2 ibu prihatin, adoyy..aku slalu panic dalam class dy.ilmu yg nak masuk pale aku pun, cam segan2 nak masuk..sampai kadang2 aku rase nak monteng je class..

*paling x bley blah, aku dapat zero dalam kuiz.terase bangang.dah nak masuk 21 thn (btw bday aku feb 25..hehe.. =P) aku hidup, x penah kot dapat zero utk kuiz.

eh orang yg hentam2 pun dapat marks tow.

rase down gler time tuh.ramai gak kantoi mase kuiz tu, alasan, x stadi and expect kuiz kuar chapter laen.

padan mke aku gak, sape suh x stadi sume.bleh men pilih2 plak.

anyway, lepas tanda kertas kuiz, mmg hebat la, sume org yg dapat markah (termasuklah aku)

kene ketuk ketampi..

hmmm, rase cam kanak2 je kne ketuk-ketampi.

student bachelor kene ketuk ketampi..? apekah..?

moral:

jgn sukahati study ikut instict,stadi ikut silibes.

Novel.

aku skang nga bace 1 novel neh.

~dalam mihrab cinta~

nga busy2 sesak2 ngn assignment, bley plak aku nak bace novel..~

tp novel yg aku nga bace ni macam best..

*walhal baru bace 28 muke surat.. =P

bahasa indonesia.

jadi aku perlukan masa utk memahami apa yg pengarang tu tulis..

pasal sorang perempuan yg makin lame makin meningkat umurnya, mengharapkan karier dan personal life dy balance dan berjalan seiring..

(cam possible je bler dgr~)

ni novel kedua yg islamic yg aku baca after Ayat-ayat cinta..

dgr citer, novel ni pun nak difilemkan.

msti best..~

cume aku hope filem nanti best macam story book.

jangan jadi cam ayat2 cinta, yg macam ntah ape2 je.

buku gempak gler, tp bler tgk movie..hampeh je..~

Addicted

time ak g holiday hari tu,

dalam kete asek2 pasang lagu2 Beegees, x pun Eric Clapton.

mle2 tu cam x ske, fed up gak la.

bayangkan lah sepanjang2 journey tu pasang lagu oldies neh.

sampai aku dah naek hafal title2 lagu.

nga dgr2 tu ade la 2 3 lagu yg aku rase best.tp paling best lagu nie.

ERIC CLAPTON-TEARS IN HEAVEN.

aku jadi addicted.haha.

tiap2 hari mau dengar.. =P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VRsJlAJvOSM

entri untuk dia.

last two days, ive got some issues.
&
i need someone to talk.
unfortunately as always,
he is always busy.
but its okay, i always understand.


'xpe la ciqa.sabar2'
sedapkan ati sendirik.


tbe2 tringat orang jauh.
seberang laut mungkin.
so aku miscall.
time tu 9:52 malaysia; 7:52 his place
(niat sebenar:SAJE NAK TEST.)
tak sampai seminit pastu,
orang jauh tu call aku balek.


so we talked.
aku cakap problem.
dy bagi opinion.


well, he does make me feel better.
siap cakap lagi,
"if u need anything, i'll be here"
eventhough that he's not practically here, but i guess that he's always here whenever i need someone.



thanks a lot dude..



p/s: cant wait for u to come home.

the truth.

just for a moment, i thought;

im sick n tired of pretending.

seriously im sick of it.

the truth is,

inside of me is dying..

im sick of putting a fake smile on my face.

im sick of pretending that everything is going to be okay.

im sick of not being the real me.

i cannot do it anymore.

pee/ass:luahan rase org tgh stress